Blogs about: Dark Side
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But i sleep like a stone.
so you got no home. that’s sad. what’s at home. i had a family once. a wife, a job, a mortgage. i couldn’t sleep at night tied to all those things. so one morning, i freed myself wit… more →
Endorphin Rush!!!
but i sleep like a stone.
gabefung wrote 1 month ago: so you got no home. that’s sad. what’s at home. i had a family once. a wife, a job, a mo … more →
I see myself in the future
gabefung wrote 10 months ago: 未看第二季第十三集Private Practice前，剛感到前路茫茫，心情已帶點憂鬱。 有件事讓自己的Abandonment Issues發作，內心隱隱作痛，倍感孤獨; 外公病危，命不久矣，此事又讓我 … more →
Another Life Story. DJ, spin that shit.
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gabefung wrote 10 months ago: yo. yo. check this out: my homie asked me “gabeee, are you joking you go jogging?” no no i ain’t kid … more →
When I am Gone
gabefung wrote 11 months ago: 這格漫畫讓我想起讀中六時的一個想法/計劃: 早上如常地離家，但目的地郤不是學校。帶同遇先準備好錢，機票和行李，獨自離開香港。在沒有交待，留下聯絡方法下，消失於地球上。 記憶中最接近”實行 … more →
I want to go, go without a map
gabefung wrote 1 year ago: I want a girl (but she won’t talk back) and a job (that gives me slack), then go far away (wit … more →
If Tomorrow Never Comes
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gabefung wrote 1 year ago: I feel like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day, stuck in a moment, a pattern, a routine, an excuse, a spac … more →
Love, Reign o'er Me
gabefung wrote 1 year ago: 星期天看了一套電影。看後，迷失的情緒久久不能平復。 有些悲痛，可能不能單靠時間沖淡和向前望解決，適當時要再次面對它，讓身心一步一步消化它，讓身心取得一個平衡。只是需要多少時間，因人而異。 … more →
Aspirin
gabefung wrote 1 year ago: It kills my pain. This is definitely NOT about TV anymore. I try not to overdose it. I dont’ w … more →
Waking Up With an Empty Soul
gabefung wrote 1 year ago: Last time when I saw her in my dream, she was still nice and alright, even thought something were wr … more →
虛空
gabefung wrote 1 year ago: 前陣子，hello darkness my old friend，我又被突然其來的空虛和自身的黑暗面所吞噬。 我意識到它的存在，但這次我沒有刻意對抗它。跑，反而會比它迫向牆角。我包容它，慢慢地，我置身 … more →
很累，但我還在跑
gabefung wrote 1 year ago: 這刻我想起Eminem的’Til I Collapse: “sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak. And when you … more →
Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana.
gabefung wrote 1 year ago: 轉眼間已經半年了。 上班生活反而增加了空虛感覺。 我在讀 Nick Hornby 的小說 A Long Way Down，是她的主題吸引我吧。 “I can explain why i w … more →
The Self Destruct Button
gabefung wrote 2 years ago: 晚上聽John Mayer《Continuum》大碟，和好幾首歌的旋律歌詞又有共鳴現像。差點兒又會像嗑藥般不停地聽，讓自己沉溺在傷感和自憐中。在這個情況會如常維持下去的一剎那，理性及時剎住了自憐的情感 … more →
Addiction
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gabefung wrote 2 years ago: 此文原本應該寫自己沈迷於酒精中。最近幾個星期我飲的份量雖然不算多，但就是有種心癮。今天喝完啤酒，明天想喝清酒，後天又想喝喝威士忌。 最終酒精這邊是”I’m Fine … more →
The Scar
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gabefung wrote 2 years ago: 我現在繼續收看Grey’s Anatomy，不是因為她的劇情 (反正一句講哂，就是Intern和Resident的感情性生活大亂攪)，或者是因為Izzie/Lexie而看 (笑)。不記得本 … more →
"The Story"
gabefung wrote 2 years ago: 每次聽Brandi Carlile The Story這首歌，就好像嗑藥一樣，我的情感被她那把快要喊破的嗓音，一次又一次推至瀕臨崩列的邊緣。滄桑，疏離，憤怒，悲傷等情感也一一從內心爆發出來。但高潮過後 … more →
過橋恐懼症
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gabefung wrote 2 years ago: 晚上，我在努力克服”過橋恐懼/驚恐症” (Gephyrophobia)。 遇上橋下車多，橋上視野廣闊和結構簡單的天橋，我在過橋時不單止心理上會感到恐懼，身理上我會雙腳發軟，冷汗 … more →
"I'm Heartsick" Compilation
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gabefung wrote 2 years ago: When I depressed, I listen to songs that made me feel sad. “If you can’t win your enemy, … more →
